Foundations of Darkness

Chatty McKathy

Stop moving your hands so
much. Stop those shoulders from
swaying and shrugging. Please stop
ending every sentence with your
head at a tilt, smiling and looking
for our interest. I hate
when you use that voice
of yours that sounds like everyone else.
I hate that you think you’re
impressing us with stories of
he said she did what’s
done of that.
I know you think we’re all
listening, and that our
laughter is genuine enough to
touch. But the truth of us
would shatter you. To know
we don’t give a fuck.



Scripting the Horror

Out of all of our friends,
I’m the one without reason.
Shaun has a talent with words,
Tom can play the guitar,
and Caley sings beautifully along.
Carl’s hands move like the jets
of a printer, and Sandra can sell
artwork like it fed and cleaned
your house. Even Simon decided
to serve the law because he’s
built new muscle since grade school.
My only goal would be to wed
the woman of which I’ve come
to notice is only there to care.
She’s trained, practiced and graduated
in the kindness of simple love. Though
too dumb to choose the
one who will love her back.
So where do I stand, in a plentiful
pool of clean water and happy
children? Maybe someone should take
a piss and stain the water before
they drink. Maybe the fact that I have
no one to put on my level means
lowering the bar for the rest. Maybe
I’ll make them earn the reasons
for which they live their lives, by
killing them off. Starting
with woman I wish to wed.   



Questioning the Horror

Are we only friends
because we live inside of
plot? Would we have come
together had it not been
for the man who threatened
all of our lives? I can wonder why
we get along, and even
why we laugh. But the
real reason I stop to
question life,
revolves only around the
demise and struggles of his.


Fighting the horror

You really want to ask
me, instead of twisting the
blade in further? Do you
think you deserve the answer?
Or is it the right time, you
think, to ask?
Jealousy is easy,
rage is just too simple.
Punishment is guaranteed,
but the scale of which is
not settled stone. What’s
happened to the mystery
of why I’ve done what
I did? What’s happened to
the shadows, and flawless
execution from A to B?
A hero is lost
in a world of anti-trust.
In two more scenes I’ll
grab the upper hand and
go on doing exactly what I
do best. They’ll give me a fucking
sequel and forget
that you even came close.




Emergency Contact

Dead at 3:08.
They told me what
had happened, and how
quickly they pronounced.
Drunk and dumb and fucked.
Sent speeding to kingdom come.
I wept for you, drove to
you. Tore my heart in two
for you, and forgot my favorite watch.
I hate what you have done tonight.
I hate you for running away.
It was not another argument,
like Sunday or Tuesday or
that horrible holiday brunch. This
was the night I’d break up
with you, and take from you
your funds. This was the
night I’d murder you by taking
away our love.
I’ll show up alone
and weep for you, like an episode
on repeat. But when I get here
they say that someone
pronounced too early.
This sorry doctor with caffeine
for fuel smiles to tell me
you’re alive. You sorry
fuck who’s beating enough to die.
So here I am, a new premiere.
I’m here to murder you at last.
I’ll have the papers by next week
and watch you sign a name I'll
soon forget. Because you
died, I lived again.
Another heartless bitch,
waiting for divorce.




Foundations of Darkness

Little Johnny woke up late
and scared his parents
with a scream. He said he’d
seen a monster tonight. Outside,
just past the window’s frame.
Daddy explained, “It isn’t here.”
He saw nothing but his crooked shadow.
The monster had been himself tonight,
projected darkness from his little
night light. “The enlarged, scary teeth,”
he said,
“are a reflection of your own.”
“Good night little Johnny and forget
your worries tonight. If he comes
back to bite you Johnny,
remember,
his teeth are only your own.”

He forgot about his troubles,
told his father goodnight
and went to bed alone. But
when he looked up, and saw
that the monster had returned,
he didn’t scream for Daddy
or Mom, or even his older sis.
He remembered what his father said
and started pulling on razor sharp teeth.
He pulled them out, hard as he could.
He pulled them one by one.